To my tiny rainbow,
You came and mamma was happy.
Just happy not knowing how you were,
Mamma kept smiling and smiling thinking of you.
You were so tiny,
Mamma didn't feel you.
Mamma felt helpless.
Mamma thought you were kind .
You were silent.
You were growing .
Not knowing you were in pain there.
You were a warrior.
You were struggling in my womb.
Day and night, all day,
Mamma didn't know that.
One week doctor said you were fine.
The next week you were not well.
The next you are in good health.
And in the next you just vanished.
Heaviest heart I have felt.
Mamma was never so helpless.
Couldn't even believe that you were not there.
Mamma cried like a child.
Cried for days, weeks and months.
Everyday I think about you.
Every night I think about you.
You tinyness weighed my heart so down.
I can't let you go.
Come to me, my rainbow.
Mamma still waits for you.